February Field Notes

a record of what's alive

Photo by Jennifer Roth at Gaia Dawn Studios

Dear Ambitious Dreamer,

I come to you today with a steaming cup of mugwort tea, wanting to share a bit from my heart to yours, some notes about what’s alive for me.

The Dream Real

Today I gathered via Zoom with Magicians from all around the world, for a global group spell called THE DREAM REAL - a Magician’s Table event hosted by Britten LaRue - to mark the Saturn Neptune conjunction at zero degrees Aries.

Shortly before the event I was thinking about all the bad spells we are currently living under, how men intent on siphoning all power for themselves have been hoarding magic for thousands of years draining our power, energy, and magic, meanwhile convincing us magic isn’t real and reality just “is the way it is.”

And I was thinking about all the magical, incredible people I’ve met over the years who are simultaneously timid, afraid to be “too much”, worried about “asking for money”, uncomfortable “selling” and I just thought enough is enough.

No more.

What a terrible inversion and perversion, when the most heart-opening, gifted people in the world have been conditioned to be smaller, quieter, convenient, compliant, good, and POOR.

I’m so done with that bad spell it’s not even funny.

I can’t stop thinking how I’m so ready for us to get loud, inconvenient, ungovernable, morally ambiguous, and yes, WEALTHY.

“NOT FOR GREED BUT FOR CULTURAL REPAIR”

to quote a woman from a class I was in this summer.

I want all the witches, artists, dreamers, sensitive souls, kind hearted humans to disentangle themselves out of the curse of that bad spell, to laugh at the misplaced shame that has been placed on us as a deflection - look at all those bad women and witches, shame on them for being loud and proud, for wanting to be resourced -

scapegoating us instead of ever having to look in the mirror and face themselves, the true source of the shame they have been projecting outward onto us all this time.

SHAME ON THEM.

So I knew THE DREAM REAL would be powerful but I don’t think I was prepared to feel the electricity of 75 Magicians all across the globe casting their spells, going that big for their magic and for the world.

It altered something in me.

This. More of this.

More magic in community - not in conformity, but alongside each other, autonomous and unique and individual as toadstools but irrevocably interconnected like a vast mycelial web.

This is real, this is happening.

We are restoring the original template of the planetary mother-matrix, that has been stifled, suppressed, and repressed for thousands of years as patriarchal forces have violently siphoned, extracted, looted, and r*ped her resources, perverting and inverting that life force to unnaturally power the false matrix of their artificial grid.

But no more.

As each one of us pulls our power out of that artificial “network” and anchors back into the primordial mother template, rooting back into Gaia, being nourished by her and nourishing in return…

We render them impotent.

It will happen, it is happening, it is done.

And so it is.

The Motherboard Activation

I created this guided journey for my recent offering SUBTERFUGE but it’s so powerful to restore your connection to the planetary grids - THE Motherboard.

Usually my guided journeys are for paid subscribers but this one is for everyone, because it asked to be made widely available.

Unplug from the artificial templates that have been running on our planet for thousands of years, and root back into the Planetary mother-matrix, the crystal grids, and Dragon lines.

This is the original regenerative template.

Access the Motherboard Activation here.

The Dark Mother

I am feeling the call of the Dark Mother.

She is Deep Earth.

She is The Void.

She is Magnetism.

When the chaos on Earth’s surface feels obliterating, when the noise is deafening, when the grief insurmountable, when the fear dizzying . . .

Root down. Connect with her. Ask for the Dark Mother.

She is the Magnetic Force that reconstellates chaos into form.

She will hold and stabilize you.

She loves you, and she knows exactly what to do.

Listen to her in the Darkness, and trust what you hear.

A Visitation

A few weeks ago, while I was promoting and creating SUBTERFUGE, I had a fox encounter.

Our river was frozen solid, so me & my neighbor sneaked out for some wild ice skating.

It was an exhilarating experience - miles of frozen river and the ice so smooth and sleek. Like a private wild ice rink. We skated for a few hours, despite the bitter cold & frozen toes.

Then I looked up and saw a fox crossing over. I was in awe! I got some pictures.

I LOVE foxes and have always felt an affinity toward them but I’ve only ever gotten glimpses. A flick of a tail. A midnight capture on our Ring doorbell.

But never this close, or this long. He finished his crossing and I went back to my skating.

My friend and I were trying to get a video of us skating together and we looked up and saw the fox wandering by where she’d propped up her phone! So close we thought he might knock it over, sniffing our things and wandering around the area. Then he wandered back to the river’s edge and crossed again.

I skated behind him and he barely noticed me - not scared, just doing his thing, and I stayed close till this time he left for good.

It wasn’t until later when I posted the video to Instagram that a dear friend, colleague, and teacher mentioned that Robin Hood had visited me in his fox form!

And all the pieces clicked into place.

Robin Hood. The Trickster. Subterfuge. And more…

the mycelial webs of my neural networks made all the connections in my brain and I was FLOORED with gratitude and wonder.

Beyond the specific messages this Fox spirit brought to me, there is a deeper message to all of you that wants to be shared -

Be on the lookout for your animal familiars. The guides are walking among us.

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For the Restoration,

Lisa 👽

PS: For more about Robin Hood, Maid Marian, and “Mary’s Men”, read Magdalene Mysteries by Seren and Azra Bertrand.