Deck: Tarot of the Holy Spectrum (First Printing)
Hello my friends. It feels like a lifetime ago since last month’s audio creativity transmission. In many ways, I feel like a different person. Perhaps in some ways I am.
Our card for this month is the 5 of Cups. And this month we are invited to go even deeper into the stories we tell ourselves about our creative process.
I should be writing.
I’m not talented enough.
I’m not motivated enough.
And so many more.
Often we’ll soothe ourselves like this: “Oh! It’s okay. You don’t need to write every day. You’re still worthy.”
This self-talk is important but I don’t think it takes us deep enough. What do our “should stories” have to teach us about ourselves and our creative process?
What is it like to be a person who doesn’t write enough? What if I don’t write enough? What if I never write again? What is it like to be a person who never writes again?
What is it like to be untalented? What if I am untalented? What is an untalented person like?
What is it like to be unmotivated? What does it feel like? What are the qualities of lack of motivation?
If this sounds somewhat alarming I assure you: inside the answers to these questions, DEEP inside your “should story”….a gift is buried.
Listen to find out how to uncover it.
In This Issue You’ll Find
Audio creativity transmission
A card spread for dissolving creative shame
A special announcement regarding the physical zine
Resources for further expansion
I’d love to hear your thoughts, comments, and reflections—respond to this email with a love note, emoji, or other transmissions!
Take care of yourselves, wild art mystics. I’ll be back next week with a written transmission further catalyze and inspire these themes.
Exciting Update to Paid Portals & Prisms Subscriptions
I am thrilled to announce a new evolution of this project: Portals & Prisms The Zine! These physical issues will be printed twice yearly and are now an exciting perk of a paid subscription.
Inside this first issue (intended to guide you seasonally and magically through your creative process) you’ll find: a darkness/void immersion meditation to guide you through the coldest months, a custom creativity spell, tarot for creativity spreads for fall/winter, and a creative astrological message from a very special guest astrologer.
Every paid subscriber automatically receives a copy of any issues of the physical zine—for the full duration of their subscription. I am thrilled to
In future monthly issues, I will also answer subscriber questions on creativity, magic, tarot, and more! Submit your questions at the link below.